if you guys have kik…you should totes message me: regancary 

niallerzmofo:

the boys sleeping together on a trampoline is the cutest shit ever ok

harrrysmammaries:

but can you imagine liam and his future daughter

can yOU

parted my hair down the middle nigguuuhhhhhssss

I want lyric change [x]

gaylordlouis:

but zayn could do sO much better than perrie she looks like a bird omfg loOK

One Direction - Quick Changes - Part 1/3

Everything About You - A Zayn Fanfic 

Chapter 24:

Leaving Regan’s room after yelling at her had been on my mind since the moment I arrived back in my room. If I wanted to get her back, that was not the way to make it happen. I loved her more than anything, but I’ve given her a million explanations and a million chances to forgive me, she just hasn’t taken them yet.

“Lou, I’ll be back later!” I called out.

“Okay mate. See ya!” I walked out the door and down the hall. I paused when I stepped in front of the door which had Melia, Sarah, and Regan’s names written on it. I built up my courage and softly knocked on it. After there was no answer, I knocked again. I repeated this a few times before silently creaking the door open and walking inside. I began walking toward Regan’s room when I heard her soft cries.

“I’m broken and can’t be fixed. Zayn and Niall have both been there for me and I love them, but I know I have to choose. Niall is my best friend and he was there for me when Zayn wasn’t. But there’s something about Zayn that makes me love him so much. I’ve never felt this was before but I feel like I can’t control it. I want to hate him. I want to hate him so badly…but I can’t. Please just help me figure out what to do. I love him..”

I wanted to run in there and hold her and tell her that everything would be okay, but I found my feet walking back to the door and out into the hallway. I slid my back down the wall next to her door and stared ahead of me. 

Now I knew that she had feelings for Niall but she still loved me. I knew I should walk back in there and tell her how I felt, but I was at a loss of words.

“Zayn..” Her soft voice came from next to me. I didn’t even hear her come out of her room.

“Oh, uh, yeah hey!” I stood up quickly and plastered a smile on my face.

“Was that you that came into my room?” I saw her eyes stained with mascara and her hair in a twist.

“Erm..” I trailed off trying to find an excuse to why I was in there but I could only think of the truth. “Yeah that was me.”

“Oh, did you need something?” She sniffed.

“Mind if we go into your room?” I asked. She nodded and led me back inside.

“So, what did you want to talk about?” She asked sitting on the couch.

“Regan, I’ve given you a million chances to forgive me..”

“Zayn, if you’re just going to yell at me again, you can leave.” She cut me off.

“Let me finish. I’ve given you a million chances to forgive me and yet you’re still stubborn and won’t budge. But I respect you for that. I’m here to get you back. I’m not leaving this spot until you agree to forgive me. I will do everything I possibly can to have to back in my life because frankly, I hate myself without you. This sounds super cliche, but I can’t see myself with anyone else. I can only think about you and how much I love you and how I would do anything for you. I know you’re going through a hard time, but I want to be there with you the entire time. I want to be the one you call when you miss your dad or when your having a bad day. Niall is great and all but he’s not me. I would do anything for you Regan. I need you to see that.” By now, the tears were flowing from both of our eyes. 

“I just- I’ll always think that you will still have a place for Taylor..”

“I hate her Regan. I never want to see her again. It was the biggest mistake of my life.” She paused.

Regan’s POV

Everything that Zayn said actually made me almost trust him again. It made me miss him even more and I just wanted to collapse in his arms.

I paused after what he said about Taylor and I figured there was nothing left to lose. 

“Do you really think that we can make this work again?” I let a smile creep onto my face.

“I really do.” He returned the same expression.

“Good because I missed you so much Zayn.” I ran up to him and wrapped my arms around his neck before our lips found each other. Now I was happy-crying.

“I love you and I’ll never let anything bad happen between us.” He said. He cupped my face in his hands before going back in for another kiss.

“Eh hem.” The sound of someone clearing their throat made us jump back from each other a bit.

“N-Niall, uh what are you doing here?” I asked.

“Well I was just going to check to see how you were doing…but I guess Zayn has that covered now.” He scowled and turned to walk out. I shot Zayn an apologetic glance and ran after my best friend.

“Niall…Niall! Please stop walking away from me!” I called out.

“You know Regan, I was there for you the entire time and he wasn’t. I would do anything for you so why would you choose him over me?” I could see the sadness and frustration pouring from his eyes.

“I-I’m sorry. You’re my best friend and all…but you’re not him..” I trailed off and looked at my feet.

“Right, best friend. I’m always the best friend. I gotta go. I’ll see you later.” He turned around and continued to walk down the hallway.

“Everything all right?” I spun around to Zayn walking out the door.

“Hm? Oh yeah. Uh, everything is great.” I smiled and walked into his arms.

“I missed you.” He whispered into my hair. I just nodded my head.

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“Reeeggaaannn…..Regan!….. REGAN! GET UP!!” 

“OH MY GOD WHAT!” I threw my pillow off of my head and screamed.

“Morning.” I looked over at the dark haired boy laying next to me with an adorable smile on his face.

“You woke me up….for that..?” I scowled.

“Yep! Now get up please!” He smiled before standing up and throwing my blankets off of me.

“Ugh, Zayn, can I sleep a little longer?” I pouted.

“Nope!” He grabbed my feet and began pulling me off of my bed before I landed on the floor with a loud thump.

“Ouch! Ugh fuck off! I need sleep!” I crawled back on top of my bed and put the covers over my head.

“Fine. 20 more minutes! Then, I’m taking you out.” I smiled at his response and he walked back out.

I tried to close my eyes and fall back to sleep but I couldn’t. Once I was up, I was up for the rest of the day.I figured I would get ready for whatever I was doing that day with Zayn.

I pryed myself out of bed and went to my bathroom to turn the shower on. After washing my hair, I turned the water off and pulled my fuzzy towel around me and walking into my room to pick out an outfit. I settled for my white shorts, jeans, and some sandals. It was January but the air was still warm.

I emerged from my bedroom and my eyes shot to the couch where Niall and Sarah were curled up. Niall immediately brushed Sarah off and sat up straight when he saw me.

“Oh, erm, hey guys.” I gave them a soft smile and walked to the door.

“Wait, can I talk to you Regan?” Niall was right behind me now.

“What? Oh yeah. Sure.” He lead me out into the hall and stopped me once we were away from my door.

“Sarah and I..we aren’t together or anything. I was here to see how you were and she was crying and saying something about a guy named Ryan and I felt bad. But there’s nothing going on, I swear.” He gave me a worried expression.

“Niall, it’s okay. I’m with Zayn now so you don’t have to make excuses. Just be happy, okay?” I rubbed the side of his arm and gave him a smile. “Now, if you’ll excuse me, I have to go meet someone. See you later Niall.” I turned and walked away.

My stomach was in knots seeing him with Sarah and having to walk away from him. It felt like a piece of me broke when I chose Zayn, but Niall was my best friend and that’s all he will ever be. I brushed my feelings aside as I came up on Zayn’s door. I knocked a few times until Louis answered.

“Hey Regan! Lovely to see ya! Zayn is just getting ready. Come on in!” He practically flung me into their room.

“Haha thanks Louis.” I smiled and sat on the couch. Not too long after, Louis came and sat at the chair across from me.

“So Regan, we are very happy to have you back here! And don’t you dare hurt Zayn or I will never let you live it down!!” He let out a chuckle.

“Don’t worry man, I’m not hurting anybody anytime soon!”

“Not from what I can see with Niall.” He whispered when Zayn walked out. I gave him a questioning look before Zayn pulled me into his arms.

“See you tonight Louis!” He called as he was pulling me to the door.

“So, where are we going?” I asked.

“Movie date!” He laughed and pulled me along to the nearest theatre.

“Okkkaaay. What movie?”

“Titanic 3D is making another appearance.” I smiled up at him and ran into the theatre excitedly.

Once the movie ended, it was really late so we decided to call it a day.

“I’ll see you tomorrow then, okay love?” He looked down at me.

“I missed you calling me that.” I laughed a bit then stood on my toes to kiss him.

“See you tomorrow Zayn.” I smiled and began walking to my room.

“I LOVE YOU REGAN!!” He called form the end of the hall.

“I KNOW YOU DO!!” He erupted into a fit of laughter before we went inside of our rooms.

I looked around to see if anyone was there. Of course, Melia and Harry were curled up and asleep on the couch while Sarah was watching TV with Niall.

“Hey guys.” I smiled and went straight to my room, locking the door behind me. I was not completely jealous. I was so incredibly happy that Zayn and I were back together, but I couldn’t deny my feelings for Niall. But, being the best friend, I had to be happy if he was happy. I sniffed my nose a bit before changing into my pajamas and crawling into my bed. I cuddled up against my comforter and tried to fall asleep but nothing would work. I couldn’t help but feel lonely.

I reached over and grabbed my phone.

To: Zayn Malik

Can’t sleep. Mind coming over?

I waited patiently for a response.

From: Zayn Malik

Sure thing babe. Be there in 5 x

I smiled and walked into the living room to wait for him.

Knock knock

I eagerly answered the door.

“Need some help falling asleep?” He smiled and enveloped me in a hug.

“Please!” I lead him to my room and fell onto my bed. I wrapped my covers around me and scooted over so Zayn could fit as well. His arms took the place of my warm comforter and he kissed me on the forehead while I cuddled into his chest. I breathed in his cologne and soon felt myself drifting off.

(c)

isntharrylovely:

I HAVE FALLEN HELP ME I CANNOT STAND I CAN’T GET UP GOHMFGRTGFNDXFDSJBN OFMG cccccccccccrRrrRrRrRRRRRRRRyyyyyyyyyyyYyyYIIIIIIIIIIInnnnnng

jhasdgfiasdgf I’m about to update guyz 

• friend: sorry, I can't hang out anymore
• me: but I showered for you